A little bitter sweet

This week we would have been at the MTC. And today, Sunday, we would have been in Switzerland visiting with my Sister and brother-on-law who are serving a mission there... on our way to Zagreb, Croatia.

But... we are not. We had a lovely baptism of a granddaughter last Saturday and enjoyed seeing four of our six children and 20 grandchildren at the event.  Then this weekend my youngest daughter and family came to visit. It was a delightful distraction.

Tom and I are continuing to work on our Croatian language skills.  They are meager but growing.

Nearly a month has passed since my first diagnosis. Since that time we scheduled surgery, then had a CT scan that showed the cancer had spread outside the colon into the abdomen and perhaps into the liver.  This was beyond the scope of simple surgery... so that was postponed.

We saw an oncologist who ordered more tests. Finally had a PET scan on Friday and should have the results at my Tuesday Doctor's appointment.  This should also be the time the doctor gives me his ideal treatment plan.  We scheduled a second opinion for the following week at M D Anderson in Houston, TX, the leading cancer treatment center in the nation.

I have been using many natural remedies. Frankincense essential oil, energy healing, visualization, Chinese medicine, and essiac tea. My hope and prayer is that the PET scan will show that some of this has had an effect for good.

I know that the Lord is the Master Healer and I am in his hands.  I am seeking the treatment that will be according to his plan and design. I know he loves me and will guide me through this.